Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
I cut my hair. Well let me clarify, I stopped cutting it myself and let a professional cut it. And now its short. Really short. I wasn't prepared for that much change to quickly. Its above my shoulders kind of short, and I kind of feel like I have too big of a head for such a small amount of hair. I also feel like maybe it brings attention to the fact that my nose is pretty big compared to the size of my dolphin teeth.
I also admit I'm crazy for thinking these things.
I was ready for change though. Change is something I've always struggled with. I like change, but I only like it on my terms, and that only happens every 5 years or so. I mean, the last time I got a real haircut was TWO years ago! I've realized that my dislike of change is also the reason I've spent a considerable amount of time this year being unhappy at my internship. Because its not my old one. And this dump that I live in, its not my old beautiful brownstone I lived in in Brooklyn last year. But last year, I hated that brownstone and I hated that internship, at least for a little while.
So now I've thrown some more change into the mix. I guess I was hoping I'd feel better about everything if my hair were different....man, do women do and think some crazy things sometimes. But, I guess it worked because normally on Monday nights, I sit in my room thinking about how bad I don't want to go to work the next day. This Monday night? I'm sitting in my room thinking about how I should do my hair for work tomorrow so that the least amount of people possible notice it. So at least I'm preoccupied for the moment.
If I could change one thing about me, I'd make myself be more open to change. But, I'd hate that. ;-)
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