I've failed.
Last week I went into work and Eva said to me, "Hi. Effective Thursday, we no longer work here." She was as nonchalant about it as asking me what I wanted for lunch. Truth be told, we both knew it was coming. There was no money in the budget anymore, and the record label has been stretching it pretty thin since the spring.
The problem though, lies in the fact that I failed to do what I set out to achieve. I started towards the end of June, and gave myself 3-4 months to turn nothing into something, to create an opportunity for myself. Unfortunately as I write this, its 1:53 on a Tuesday afternoon, and I am still in my pajamas. Some opportunity.
I've decided to give myself a certain amount of time to beat myself up over this before I start from scratch, again. I just can't decide how long that should be.
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